Saturday, December 6, 2008

Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’t give him one last kiss. Tell everyone I love them and that I'm sorry I had to go so soon and leave them all behind. But I just needed to end it all and start a new life so happiness I could find. These are the last words I'll ever be writing down. I know they are harsh but don’t worry, rest your head, be at ease, don’t make a sound. Know that I love you and always have but I need to think of me right now and so I said goodbye. Be happy without me and know that I'm somewhere good, somewhere up high. I just hope your not crying, I want you to know everything will be ok. I'll be watching over you and listening to what you have to say. Just have patience, wait till the day, and I'll see you up here in heaven and we can be together. Except this time things will be better and you'll see me happy, always and forever. So stop your weeping and know this was the best thing for me It was my time to go, your time to set me free.

3 WORDS 6 LETTER!!!! I LOVE U!!

You're my life, you're my love, You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove, I love you so much, you don't even know, When I think about you my face starts to glow, I'm so blessed to know you, Just talking to you makes me feel less blue, I've always wanted somebody like you in my life, Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice, But I never stop to think, That what God's given me could be gone in a wink, It's never really occurred to me, That God could easily take you away from me, So while we're here, let's make it great, And whatever happens, is up to fate, Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true, It's the simple fact, that I LOVE YOU

Thursday, December 4, 2008

will love u always

I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now please don't stop loving me Even though I'm not your boyfriend I'll still be here With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye But our story of won't be over until the day that we die Until We Meet Again

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

i miss u!!!

These tears in my eyes as I start to cry ill see a vision of your face hope that it well never be erased because I miss u. It's been almost 1 year that u disappear there's nothing to say but a heart ache away because I miss u I know I should be over u but at the end of the night I just can't face the true that I miss u. Time well go on and ill act like things r cool but knowing in side I'm dieing but ill continue trying because I miss u I think about all the good times knowing I didn't even say good bye, I wonder night and day if your OK because I miss u There's an empty hole in my heart that no one can mend I wish we could had been friends because I miss u I know no matter what I do or say things won't turn out my way because I still miss u I think to my self if perhaps u loved me to then for ever in a day we would be so happy and so sweet but I know in my mind it's all a lie because I still miss u. No one can ever know how much I cherish u so it's to hard to tell so ill just leave it as well because I miss u If I could ill wish on a star to find out where u r or ill stay in a dream so u would always be seen because I miss u. I can't believe how it hurts so much I just wish I could feel your touch because I miss u Come to my ill take care of u because u know I adore u and u know that I love u. Ill speak this words every day to see if your memories fade away because I miss u Ill do the things we did before hoping you'll be waiting at the door but at the end of the night I know I won't be alright because I miss u Its your beautiful face knowing that the pain well never go away ill say at last that it was u I loved the most but who would have known. As it starts to end ill drink a 5th of gin telling my self that I miss u.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Me B4 OLI OLI ready to rock the floor!! ME and GOPI!! Me and Kayal!! Me and Nesh!! Me and Angelic Gopi!! me and vicky!! GOODBYE!!!
me and sunita!! me and kalayani!! vitz elamaran and me! the gang!! didi and me!!!

ANGEL EYES

It was a normal day, I was on my way. Well there she was, And I knew I was gone, coz, Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I fell for you, will you be mine? Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I'd wanna be with you, till I'm 99. Then she turned around, And gave me that smile. My knees went weak, My heart went wild. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, That I was your's, and you were mine. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I was consumed in your pretty eyes. Those eyes were deep, They were intoxicating. You wouldn't believe We'd just started dating. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, Life was good, couldn't be more nice. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I found myself in paradise. We were happy together, Going really strong. I thought you'd be mine, For really long. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I fell in love, I just couldn't rise. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I hate myself that i didn't realize. And finally the end came, Like you said it would. I tried to hold on, Did the best I could. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, That it was hollow, that you weren't mine. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, My heart is cold, my veins are ice. Well, what to say? Looks can be deceptive.............. :-l........... Just gotta be careful....... ;-)

MY SENSES

I feel so blind in this darkness, So cold, so lost, so defenseless. All people expect from me is greatness, while I wanna get outta this mess. All that is left around me is silence, all that is fake, so full of pretense. What they say to me makes no sense, This nothingness around me gets more dense. The world has just left me speechless. I try to find a way through this wilderness. The pain inside me seems so voiceless. A violent shriek I'm forced to suppress. My life is so bland, so tasteless. Full of artificiality, so worthless. I don't need no sympathy, no kindness. In my own grief, I find my solace. This wound has left me so senseless, So numb, so broken, so useless. When did i get so careless? I let life beat me into nothingness. Now that I've eliminated the 5 senses, wish I had the "6th sense". Maybe that wouldn't fail me..... ;-)

MY OBSESSION

I can't acknowledge this obsession, Not allowed to make my own confession. Can't help but fall in love with you; Dream of you and I. I just know that you're the one, Hate it when you ask me why? Why can't you accept that you're my obsession? It's OK, I don't need you to make the confession When you need a shoulder to cry on, I'll shower you with my care. Forever I will stand by you, When you need me I'll be there. I'm sorry, I can't get rid of my obsession. For a moment, let's forget about the confession. You tell me that you care for me, You tell me you'll be there. Then you're sorry you can't love me back, Sorry that you're being unfair. Why do I nurture this obsession? Why do I not make the confession? You feel that I give you too much, More than you can ever return. Little do you realize, I want nothing in return. I know you believe in my obsession. Yet you're so conscious about my confession. This isn't a story woeful love, It isn't a tragic tale. How are you so sure right now, That my love is going to fail? Why can't I be your obsession? I'm still waiting for your confession. Maybe one day you'll be mine, Maybe far away you'll go. But I will still be standing here, With only my love to show. I can't get over my obsession. There you go, I guess I made my confession. This one's about a guy, who likes this friend of his. The girl unfortunately cannot reciprocate his feelings. (I don't know how many guys can relate to this). He wants to convince her that she's the one, while she wants him to get over her before he gets hurt. This was my side of the story.... ;-)... Waiting for a reply.

What M i!

Winds of time, Blow into my sail, I'm sick of this journey, All tired and pale. I can't row on anymore, My arms are frail, I'm still stuck in nothingness, I'm afraid I'll fail. I've weathered the storms, Fought through wind and gale, I've fought like the hero, In Sinbad's Tale. I got drunk on your adventures, Like a pitcher of ale, I reel from the hangover, My breath's still stale. I feel I'm close to the mountains, I've wanted to scale, Give me the directions, Blow into my sail.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

me and mubarak!!
me in iby!! me and ameen!! me and logesh!! me and angelic gopi!! me and angel

just for u!!

When i saw u for the first time feelings were nothing but sublime felt like some one sowed a seed wanted to know what did it need First time u gave that look i was pushed to a nook guessed it was just a crush but thoughts just seemed to rush And the times u took my name it did'nt sound all the same While u first held my hand my pulse sunk like quick sand This special feelin was overwhelming those days of our lifes were reigning U used to give me that smile made me a prisoner of u r jail U laughed at my jokes i blushed at ur pokes The thoughts we shared and the colors we reared said that we wud be there till the end of world stared. TO SEND SCRAPS TO ALL CLICK HERE But then TIME made us depart All this ended before the start The last time i saw u i knew i will never again see u I have never seen u since became a fish sans fins struggling to swim over you but drowned in a ocean of rue Ur memories comes along as waves And Leaves me in lonely caves Now I see darkness even in sun the moon also appears to burn But u have entered my veins so deep all that i see is U in my sleep U have made my dreamland your home i open my eyes To find myself alone I dont want to get over you but u are the morning dew Another night rolls me all over and leaves me again so sober I have made you grow inside So that I can feel u r beside Although now you are changed and gone i will love you until iam just a bone u r my first love and my last and it will last even after the world is lost
To Dearest Angel I saw her image in the mirror, I saw her eyes... In every face, every star and the sky, She follows me, as a shadow, She said, “to let her go", But me say, Why do I love her more? The gleam in her eyes, Aches in my heart, I reach out to touch... Those tears that make me cry, She says, in one of my dreams, Let there be enough of pain, For her to smile.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

♥ღthis is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too who can relate to me like no other who i can laugh with to no extents, who i can cry too when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. never have you turned your back on me or told me i wasnt good enough or let me down i don't think you know what that means to me you have went through so much pain and you still have time for me. and i love you for listening even when inside you are dying and i look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. even though you don't think you are. and i hope you know that i am always here to listen to you laugh and cry and help in all the ways that i can and i will try to be at least half the friend

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Inertia, innovation, evil, implosion and I-am-too-cool

This one is going to be a roll call of things in my head.Inertia - The head count at office has stayed put for just under two months now and that is depressing. The fact is that we got a very big new client but an existing client reduced business due to internal issues so our numbers remained constant, because of which our head count did not change. Now with September almost over and the Diwali madness about to start, I am not very certain of hitting 20 people as planned earlier. Basically, if we do not hit 20, it would mean that I was wrong twice. Earlier, I had forecast a headcount of 10 by the year end. Given that we got there in June, I then re-forecast and thought we would now do a 20. To be wrong twice, by a large margin for a small business is not very impressive.Innovation - Take a look at diffen.com - it is a wiki based website where you can find out the difference between Bourbon vs Whiskey or between a Nokia and an I-phone. If you want to, you can add your own pages or contribute to existing pages. My friend has built this website - he owns it and codes for it. He has a regular job and this is something he has gone on weekends and in the evenings. There is no advertising and the website generates more visits than some of our clients! I had noted the somewhat above average size of this boy's head when I had met him for the first time in 1997, I had known that this boy will go far. Evil - The launch of chrome by Google is evil. Will it not be picked up by people who try new browsers? Who are these people - these are the people who use firefox today. Wasn't Google supporting firefox? Would this not hurt Firefox more than Microsoft? Does Google even care?Implosion - Large banks in the US. The financial services sector in the US is slowly but surely imploding. Stock prices of all major banks have fallen. Quite a few banks have closed. Bear Stearns went without a whimper. Lehman seems to be the next one. Quite a few people I know work in this sector, out of the UK and US. They have seen some very good times and I guess what is happening is cyclical. I wonder how long will it be before things bounce back. I-am-too-cool - My candidate for this year (and for the past few years as well) Farhan Akhtar. He made Dil Chahta Hai. He topped it up with Rock On. The movie looks good, feels good and sounds good. This man sings, writes, directs (not for Rock On) and produces. When he is producing, he lets the director have his way. Loads and loads will be written about him and the movie. I will only add this - Notice the way he says "Yeah" in the movie! Also, Please watch it.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Un qaatilo ki hasti niraali hai, Jo harr pal dillagi main jeete hai.. Rukhsaar labo ke peeche, Jaam bhi chunkar peete hai.. Harr shaam zara tanhaai bhaati nahi, Peena zara ramu hi sahi par badi khoobsoorti se peete hai.. Unki shaksiyat ki ada bas khaas hai, Ishq karte hai sabhi se bas yahi ik zaat hai.. Maar daalte hai khud ko un aankhon main duba ke, Jahan khoobsoorti ke garam chashme behte hai.. Kya karegi naa unhe un shokh ki adayen, Yeh zindagi badi aaisho araam main jeete hai.. Kaat dete hai khud ko unki qaatil nigahon se, Jo talvaar se bhi tez zakham dete hai.. Bas inki zindagi mohabbat ka khayaal hai, Woh harr raat kisi ke khayaal main jeete hai.. Kuch shokh maante hai unhe apna khuda, Hai bade besharam bas bekhudi main jeete hai.. Maar ke kya karegi haseenayein unki zaat ko, Yeh to ishq main badnaam hi jeete hai hai.. Jaa ke dafna do kahin unki rooh ko, Woh ishq bada us rooh se karte hai.. Maanta hai khuda bhi zindagi unki sanam, Yeh woh insaa nahi jo gham main peete hai.. Mohabbat hai bas inka Khuda, Bas harr lamha mohabbat main jeete hain..

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Me and THE UPCOMMING DON!!!
Me and Nash ( thx for vitz for taking it)
Me and Vithya!!!
A woman has strengths that amaze man. She can handle trouble and carry heavy burdens. She hold happiness, Love and Opinions.. She smiles when she feels like screaming.. She sings when she feels like crying.. She cries when she's happy and laughs when she's afraid. Her Love is unconditional! There's only one thing wrong with her, she sometimes forgets what she is worth..

டு மி பிரட்ஸ் நச்

ஈப் இ குலத் ஒன்லி பே , வோர்த்தி ஒப் ஒன் விஷ் பிரோம் தீ .இ வௌல்து நாட் அசக் போர் வேஅழ்த் ஓர் பாமே --போர் இ ஹவே மோர் இன் ஜெசுஸ்' நாமே ; இ வௌல்து நோர் அசக் போர் ஹோம்ஸ் and lஅண்ட் s-- மி ற்றேஅசுறேஸ் lie இன் Jesus' ஹந்த்ஸ் ;இ வௌல்து not ask போர் health or food--For thou டோஸ்ட் give me all that's good;But I would தட் இ குலத் see,Just ஹொவ் the கிரேஅடேச்ட் friend to beTo ஒன் Thou'st given me டு love,Both here and in our ஹோம் above--That, Lord, the லவ் Thou ஹச்ட் given meMight fill his life and soul, that heWill நெவெர் question, நெவெர் பிடார் ,My லவ் for him இஸ் just veneer--But man எஅச் time I clasp hஇஸ் ஹந்து ,பீல் friendship த்ருஎ , and understஅண்ட் That oபி தி many gifts இ see, He is a precious one.
Palavattam kathh ninnu najan orkutin padivathilkall oru scrappum ayakathe ne poyille...ninte oru scrap kittan kothichathani nenjam...emptyyayoru scrapbukkthannillee...ponprabhatham vidarum neram kulich rediyay vannu kothicha scrapukal onnum vannilla....ilifyanayi visannanyi vikanthanayi nan ninnu...Come on baby... Scrap to meeee...aayakillaa...ayakilla nee...nirasanmarude lokathillooru pradaniyaayy ninnu.. parekshayill nan thunnam padille..thunnam twoaa thunnam...broadband tthanoru billin munpill pakachu poyi ninnu...mathaapithakkal gundakalayille........gunda aa gunda...ilifyanayi visannanyi vikanthanayi nan ninnu...Palavattam kathh ninnu najan orkutin padivathilkall oru vakum ayakathe ne poyillee...Nan bhayankara imotionanalayi poyi 2 3 scrapulkal kudi und but nan aykilla...

Friday, October 17, 2008

लव में!!!

love me, love meoh, my love, please love medo anything except forget mefrom the evening you left meyour dreams are killing mekindly give your love to meplease do not go away from meanything without you is nothing for meyou and your love are everything for mekindly give your heart to meall your wishes will be fulfilled by meif not, love kindly, keep in touch with mego anywhere, but your love is with meif you forget, you will be remembered by meif you love, you will be loved by mein my poem, you will find you and memy heart is only for you and meyou loving me is every dream dreamt by meafter reading all this, my love, please truly love में regards
airi azmato'n say hoo'n bay-khabar.. ।Yeh mairi nazar ka qusoor hay... Tairi raah-guzar may qadam qadam॥ arsh hay, kahee'n toor hay... Yeh baja hay MALIK-E-DO-JAHAA'N.... Mairi bandagi may qusoor hay... Yeh khata hay mairi khata mager... Taira naam bhi to GHAFOOR hay... Yeh bata k tujh say milo'n kahaa'n... Mujhay tujh say milna zaroor hay... Kahee'n dil ki shart na daalna... Abhi dil gunaahon say choor hay...!

Sand & Stone

TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT.DURING SOME POINT OF THEJOURNEY, THEY HAD ANARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIENDSLAPPED THE OTHER ONEIN THE FACE.THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUTSAYING ANYTHING,WROTE IN THE SAND:TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS,WHERE THEY DECIDEDTO TAKE A BATHTHE ONE WHO HAD BEENSLAPPED! GOT STUCK IN THEMIRE AND STARTED DROWNING,BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROMTHE NEAR DROWNING,HE WROTE ON A STONE:"TODAY MY BEST FRIENDSAVED MY LIFE."THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPEDAND SAVED HIS BEST FRIENDASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU,YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW,YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?"THE FRIEND REPLIED"WHEN SOMEONE HURTS USWE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWNIN SAND, WHERE WINDS OFFORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY.BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US,WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE!WHERE NO WINDCAN EVER ERASE IT."LEARN TO WRITEYOUR HURTS INTHE SAND AND TO CARVE YOURBENEFITS IN STONE.THEY SAY IT TAKES AMINUTE TO FIND A SPECIALPERSON, AN HOUR TOAPPRECIATE THEM, A DAYTO LOVE THEM, BUT THEN AN ENTIRE LIFETO FORGET THEM.

Kash Kah Mujhay Duniya Mein..

Kash kah mujhay Duniya mein beja na gaya hota Meri roh ko jisam may piroya na gaya hotaKaya rah jati koie kami meray na aanay sayJo mein na hota tu Duniya ka kuch bigar gaya hotaGhar yahi thi meri qismat tu meray khudakah bicharnay ka liya who mujhay mil gaya na hotaTu nay mujhay diya who sab jo mein nay chahaLiekin phir mujhay chor kar kash who gaya na hotaMujhay yaqeen hay mil jati who mujhay zaror Gar sach much who mujhay chah gaya hotaRahta na zazrorat mujhay phir kisi shay kiUsay jo paliya hota tu sab kuch acha na hogaya hotaMagar phir rah hi kiya jati zarorat us kiJo tu na hoti tu har insan mayoos hi gaya hotaMujhay tera hi shara hay, umeed hay, aur fakhir hay meray molaJo tu na hota meray sath tu ... mein zaror bikhar gaya hota

Palko Ki Nami Mein Chupa Kar Sapno Ko

Palko Ki Nami Mein Chupa Kar Sapno Ko॥Humne Unhe Jaane Ki Izazat de di ॥Hum toot Kar Bikhar Gaye Tukdo Mein॥Unhe Muskarane Ki Izazat De Di ॥ Hoto Ki Zuban Ye Aanso Khete Hai॥Ji Chup Rehte Hai Lekin Fir Bhi Behte है Aur In Aansu Ki Kismat तोह DekhiyeYe Unke Liye Bhete है Jo In Ajkhon Mein Rehte है ....

kuch khas nahi hai .. per sunatta hoon

Mohabbat haiThartharati Absharoon main bichi thandi hawa sahnashaboon main goonjti beychainion key darmian rahnahar ik mausam ko apnay andaroni mausamoon ki zad main lay anakabhi..mil kay kisi saybekhabar ahday samander tak safar karnakabhi..tanha kisi sahil pey a kay dair tak lahroon ko ginanaaur khalaaa main daikhtay rahnamohabbat hai..kisi khoay hoa ko ghair iradi taur perhar ajnabi chahray main aksar dhondtay rahnahamaysha bekhiyali mainkitaboon..chandtaroon..badaloon perus kay baray main jhil milati baat likh daynayah ... phir likh kar mita daynakabhi rangoon ki lahroon perusay beymaut hontoon say sada daynasada ki bazgashat aur goonj main dhal karkhalaoon main tahaydaman palattay daikhnaaur phir sada daynaMohabbat hai...main kia likhoon...kabhi aisa bhi hota haibuhat hi rooth kar naraz ho karnapasandida khiyaloon,nafratoon ki ooot say..yah mukhtalif haylay bahanoon saykisi ko jhanktay rahnakisi ko sochtay rahnawoh manay yah na manay..bass usay likhna ...usay kahna...mohabbat hai!!!!!!

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Cigarette

In theory, we know that a cigarette has 4000 chemicals in it, such as Tar, Mothball, Pesticide and even Dish washing agents. Smoking is equivalent to drinking a glass full of 4000 chemicals! Sounds awful doesn't it?! Definitely not your cup of tea. What more, our beautiful Indian women smoking? Lately the ratio of women smoking in our society has increased from a drastic 1:10 to a 2:5. What has caused this increase? Is smoking a new found trend amongst our women or is it a mode of stress release? According to few, it's a new fashion statement. Some never leave home without their ciggs. But the question here is WHY? Why smoking? Like as if there is no other alternative. We know the consequences and yet we fail to abide. I know rules are meant to be bent but if something like smoking is going to ruin your given beauty, why are we still doing it?!
A handful of youngsters nowadays think that Smoking gets the guys' attention. That is not at all true! Smoking is also well known to suppress appetite and weight, so it's not surprising to know that women who have trouble managing their weight or are dissatisfied with their bodies are not drawn to Cigarettes.

Thursday, August 7, 2008

vitz and me :) my thangai

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

♥ I believe we all have one true love somewhere in this world. I believe for every heart that whispers in the dark, there's a ray of light somewhere shining through...♥

Love

Love can make you do things that you never thought Love is when you can't make sense of your own thoughts Love is like a mustard seed; planted by God and watered by men

Saturday, July 19, 2008

me after 500 sit ups and 99 pust ups! :P

Monday, July 7, 2008

Saturday, June 28, 2008

DAYS

Yesterday is history. ***Tomorrow is mystery ****Today is a gift. *****Anger is only one letter short of danger. ******If someone betrays you once, *******it is his fault; ********if he betrays you twice, *********it is your fault. **********Great minds discuss ideas ***********Average minds discuss events ************Small minds discuss people. *************He,who loses money **************loses much ***************He,who loses a friend, ****************He,who loses faith, *****************loses all. ******************To handle yourself, *******************use your head ********************to handle others *********************use your heart. ********************** Take Care my dear Sweet Friend....
Life without friendship. is like the dawn without the sun. Life without friendship. is like the sky without the moon when the evening has begun. Life without friendship. is like a rose without rain. Life without friendship. just wouldn't be the same. Life without friendship

Friday, June 27, 2008

Come closer to me, my love. I want your heart next to mine. Hold me close in a warm embrace, While our two nude bodies entwine. You caress my body with your fingertips, Then slowly your lips meet mine. I can feel those exotic feelings, They feel oh, so simply divine. Come closer to me, my dear. I have so much love to give. I want to keep sharing it with you, As long as we both shall live.

माय ओने एंड ओनली लव ( मेरा पहेला पयार!)

I once loved you so much And for so long. Why did you leave When I did nothing wrong? Your smile was once the sun On a dark, rainy day. It would clear up the sky And keep it from being gray. Your eyes were once the shine Of the world's glowing light. Or were they the twinkling stars That once filled the night? Your hands once had power To give me the softest touch. They'd always give me a slight tingle, Which is why I loved them so much. Your hugs were once the medicine That'd change a frown to cheer. A shiver would run through my body Every time I feel your love near. Your kisses were once the wind, They were fresh and breezy against my face. They were gentle, so gentle, It's something no one will replace. But, now you like someone else, And it's driving me insane. Although it's over for us, The love we had still remains. And so I tell myself... Never again will I cry. You were once everything to me, That I can't deny. But I couldn't keep my promise And broke out in tears. The hours I've cried feel like days, The days feel like years. As I bury my face in the pillow, And cry my heart out and grieve, I've learned to never give away love If love I don't receive.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

Memories!

My Best Friend!!!

♥ღthis is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too who can relate to me like no other who i can laugh with to no extents, who i can cry too when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. never have you turned your back on me or told me i wasnt good enough or let me down i don't think you know what that means to me you have went through so much pain and you still have time for me. and i love you for listening even when inside you are dying and i look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. even though you don't think you are. and i hope you know that i am always here to listen to you laugh and cry and help in all the ways that i can and i will try to be at least half the friend

Saturday, June 14, 2008

I see me sitting sadly in the corner Knees drawn up tightly to my chest. Mind and body wreaked in sorrow As tears course down my face. I pray to a God I don't believe in Yet I curse him in the same breath. I look at me with narrowed eyes Pitying the sorry creature I have become. I look into my wretched soul Cursing the emptiness inside. Emptiness put there by my own stupidity. As I stand over the huddling form of myself I see I have gotten what I deserved from life. I had no right to the beautiful love When the love rightfully belonged to her. Sadly I watch the shell of myself slowly cracking Oozing out all the pain and misery within my soul. There on top of all the shattered pieces Lay my beating heart, all alone. I gently pick it up and place it where it belongs. May it rest in peace forever!
Broken heart never dies ......... koi aisa mila jispar duniya luta dete, har 1 ne dokha diya kis-2ko bhula dete apne dil ka dard dil me hi dabaye rakha karte bayaan toh mehfil ko rula dete..... ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄

▄ I thought about you today, And for the first time it wasn't about the past, or the lies, it wasn't about you hurt, or the tears, It wasn't about my broken heart or what I used to wish the future would be. Can't say how I feel, Can't tell if my heart would heal, but I always knew from the start I never really had your heart. So leave me, now before I cry. The pain's too much to say GOODBYE. but Always remember each tear I shed is an I love you left unsaid. ▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄ Kafan na dalo mere chehre par, mujhe aadat hey muskaraney ki, aaj ki raat na dafnao mujhe yaroon, abhi umeed hai uske aane ki ..... SAURABH

A Broken Heart is NeVeR HeaLeD. TheY HaunT Us FoR a LiFeTimE EveN iF We Find SoMeOnE eLsE. OuR PasT TeacHeS Us LeSsOnS ThaT MaKe Us MoRe AwArE And MoRe HuMaN. WhY ThEn Do We FeeL So HurT KnoWinG iT CaN OnLy GeT BeTTer? "IT WASN'T MY FAULT... THAT I TRUSTED U BUT U TRIPPED ME" When the time comes for you to tRuST someone someone make sure that u select smeone who will never break your heart coz broken hearts have no spare parts
I'm Sitting here now, Tears fall down my cheeks, I can't take this pain no more, I cant stand these weeps. Writing from my heart, As is starts to finally break, I've been acting so happy, I can't believe how fake. I feel the pain at night, Mostly when I'm alone, I sit here on my bed, My heart can no longer be sewn. I'm looking for a place, Where i can just get away, Somewhere where i wont think about you, Each and everyday. The friendship necklace we had, To sides of a heart, I wore apart of yours around my neck, you had half my heart from the start. I guess i didn't realize, you could cause me so much pain, But i need to give you back that piece of my heart, before i slowly go insane. I'm so sorry things had to end this way, I guess it wasn't suppose to be, But please give me back my piece of the heart, I need it to be free.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now please don't stop loving me Even though I'm not your boyfriend I'll still be here With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye But our story of won't be over until the day that we die Until We Meet Again

WILL I EVER LOVE AGAIN???

will i ever love again a question on my mind will i ever love another like you in this life if it was meant to be it'll happen this is what i am told but i fear i won't find another and will die alone will i ever love again i really miss you now will i ever love again thinking about it just brings me down i wake up at night with sweat in my eyes my heart starts pounding and i begin to cry well it's better to have loved and i still have my memories they'll always make me happy and set my heart at ease

A NEW BEGINING

I'm so sad and depressed Is all I want to do is rest I go to sleep at night But my dreams I just can't fight I think of you lying in that bed And wonder if there is anything I could have said I wish you were still here But I know that you are still near I love you more than you know I just wish you didn't have to go I just want one more day with you And I know thats what you would have wanted too I miss you more and more each day There is so much more we had to say I know I will see you again But my life is just started to begin.

TIME

THIS IS THE POEM I HAVE WRITTEN FOR THE GAL I HAVE A CRUSH ON. They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me

Friday, June 6, 2008

Did I disappoint you or let you down? Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown? 'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun, Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won. So I took what's mine by eternal right. Took your soul out into the night. It may be over but it won't stop there, I am here for you if you'd only care. You touched my heart you touched my soul. You changed my life and all my goals. And love is blind and that I knew when, My heart was blinded by you. I've kissed your lips and held your head. Shared your dreams and shared your bed. I know you well, I know your smell. I've been addicted to you. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I am a dreamer but when I wake, You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take. And as you move on, remember me, Remember us and all we used to be I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile. I've watched you sleeping for a while. I'd be the father of your child. I'd spend a l

madhu!

Madhu Madhu Madhu!!!! Days among past! Searching out for madhu! And I still hold your hand in mine. In mine when I'm asleep. And I will bear my soul in time, When I'm kneeling at your feet. Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me. I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow. I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me. In the paper the next day :( A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug him one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. ####################################

angel

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friend

A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

दोस्ती

दोस्ती नाम नहीं सिर्फ़ दोस्तों के साथ रेहने का.. बल्कि दोस्त ही जिन्दगी बन जाते हैं, दोस्ती में.. जरुरत नहीं पडती, दोस्त की तस्वीर की. देखो जो आईना तो दोस्त नज़र आते हैं, दोस्ती में.. येह तो बहाना है कि मिल नहीं पाये दोस्तों से आज.. दिल पे हाथ रखते ही एहसास उनके हो जाते हैं, दोस्ती में.. नाम की तो जरूरत हई नहीं पडती इस रिश्ते मे कभी.. पूछे नाम अपना ओर, दोस्तॊं का बताते हैं, दोस्ती में.. कौन केहता है कि दोस्त हो सकते हैं जुदा कभी.. दूर रेह्कर भी दोस्त, बिल्कुल करीब नज़र आते हैं, दोस्ती में.. सिर्फ़ भ्रम हे कि दोस्त होते ह अलग-अलग.. दर्द हो इनको ओर, आंसू उनके आते हैं , दोस्ती में.. माना इश्क है खुदा, प्यार करने वालों के लिये "अभी" पर हम तो अपना सिर झुकाते हैं, दोस्ती में.. ओर एक ही दवा है गम की दुनिया में क्युकि.. भूल के सारे गम, दोस्तों के साथ मुस्कुराते हैं, दोस्ती

dosti

dosti pehli barish ki boondo me hai dosti khilte phool ki khushbu me hai dosti ugte suraj ki kirno me hai dosti har naye rishte ki umeed hai dosti khwaab hai, dosti jeet hai dosti pyaar hai, dosti geet hai dosti do jahan ka sangeet hai dosti har khushi, dosti zindagi hai dosti roshni, dosti bandagi hai dosti sang chalti hawaon me hai dosti in barasti ghataon me hai dosti doston ki wafaon me hai haat utha kar jo mangi hai dua, dosti ka asar in duaaon mein hai............

A Normal Human Being

A Normal Human Being A Human being, who represent an example, that any normal human being can follow the path of truth and non-violence. These 2 words truth and non-violence means a lot in themselves truth means here do right things, believe in reality, what are your duties toward society and lot more……….. In addition, non-violence means here rid off your anger ness, try to understand others, develop your analytical think for different situation, enhance love for human kind, social function, and again lot more…………… A famous Book even it is famous and the name known by many people is worthless until readers do not read it and develop their knowledge more than just book describe. Same thing apply here he is an example even he is so popular but worthless until individuals do not follow his example, develop more deep thought and apply it. Main aim of book is not to be famous the main of a book convey its massage. In addition, example of Gandhi does not mean to remember him or his name means to learn the way of living. by Ghandiji

Friday, May 30, 2008

I Love You, I Need To Tell U

Happiness is when we feel completed Being in love is no longer feeling defeated What I wish for is the world to be like you Sweet, gentle, caring and true Now you are gone, my world is incomplete I hope one day I will meet Someone who can make time stand still I hope they can make me feel The way you made me You set my heart free Of course no one could replace you My one true love will always be you

billa!

AHMED MIYAN my best frd!!!

hmmmmms to all my friends

→ A FRIEND is a tissue when you can't stop crying ← → A FRIEND is a shoulder when you feel like dying ← → A FRIEND always listens when you have something to say ← → A FRIEND is a week when you just need a day ← → A FRIEND is a crutch when you have a broken heart ← → A FRIEND is some glue when everything falls apart ← → A FRIEND is a sun when the rain just won't stop ← → A FRIEND is your mom when you run into a cop ← → A FRIEND is a phone call when you can't leave your home ← → A FRIEND is a hand when you feel all alone ← → A FRIEND is a wing if you want to fly ← → A FRIEND understands without knowing why ← → A FRIEND is an ear for a secret to tell ← → A FRIEND is an aspirin when your head hurts like hell ← → A FRIEND is a love that can never let go ← •→ A FRIEND Is YOU, & I Wanted YOU To Know :) ←•

TO ME FRIEND VIDHYA(vitzz)

God made the world with a heart full of love, Then He looked down from Heaven above, And saw that we all need a helping hand, Someone to share with, who'll understand. He made special people to see us through The glad times and the sad times, too; A person on whom we can always depend, Someone we can call a friend. God made friends so we'll carry a part Of His perfect love in all our hearts.
My Friend My Friend when I think of you. I think of all that we've been through. All the times we argue and fight, I know deep inside that it isn't right. I, then feel bad and alot of pain. It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain. I love you dear friend with all of my heart. But now that you're gone I've fallen apart. I'm getting better as the days go by. I wish sometimes this was all a big lie. I pray to you every night. It's like you're my fire, a burning light. My dear friend, I miss you alot. I still wonder why you were put in that spot. I know you're in a place much better than here. Watching and helping me with all of my fear. Our friendship my dear friend, we will have to the end. Friends til the end is what we will be. Someday we'll be together, together you and me.

Forever Friends

you'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart.

All Freinds Are not Forever...

Friends are who you need the most, When times are not so right. They come and go so frequently, You hope you pick one right. The right one listens with both ears, And soothes your aching heart. The right one never questions you, When you seem to fall apart. The friend for you is one who says, "Be calm and let me help" For there are some real bad days, When life hits you below the belt. All friends are not forever, They are few and far between, But the few true friends you do find, Will never, ever leave.
Takes ONE It just takes ONE mistake to ruin your life And I have made that so many times It just takes ONE miracle to defeat the might And I have seen so many declined It just takes ONE sharp stroke to cut a vein And I have watched the vultures bathing in blood rain It just takes ONE false step to break your leg And I have taken so many of them It just takes ONE dim light to show you the way And I just had darkness to keep me at bay It just takes ONE sword to raise the knight And I have waited for one sun to end the night It just takes ONE fatal fall to die And I have fallen so many times It just takes ONE friend to touch your soul And I have so many playing foul

THE MOMENT!!!

It was, A moment that I want to be frozen A breath that I want never to be taken A touch that I want to be untouched A tear that I want never to be shed A word that my heart wants to listen A time when she was all mine It was, The solitude I found in the crowd The love I so deserved The joy for which I would happily die The pain worth to cut open vein It was, A moment full of rage A heart so broken A tear so thin A love so fake A friend so lost It was, The joy so cursed The breeze so cold Just loneliness amongst the crowd!!

EgO!!!

My Ego
Years Back when I lost her
I blamed it!
I blamed myself !
I changed,
I changed a lot!
I became a stranger to myself !
I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go
I made a promise to myself
I shall never let it stand between if
I ever find her again
My Ego
Years Later I found her again
I didn't let it stand in between
I didn't let the devil rise
I didn't break my promise
I didn't let it stand in between again
My Ego
Today I lost her, but I realised
It wasn't its fault
It wasn't mine
Then why did I lose her
Why did I lose her yet again
And today I know why!!!
Because
I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go yet again
I am a stranger in this strangeland
My Ego
I regret today
To let it go for a stranger I never loved
To let it go for a stranger who never loved me back
To let it go for a lover so blind
To let it go for a love so unblind
To let it go for someone who wasn't worth it
All this while!!!
And today I am finally free
And today I can finally rest
Without blaming it
Without blaming me
Again!!
Never Again!! :)

reflection!!!

You made me laugh, you made me cry You made me angry, you made me shy You made the seasons fly by You were the rainbow in my sky You were the angel in my dreams You were the friend in my needs You were the soothing breeze You made my heart freeze You were my whispering conscious You crafted my agonizing emotions You brought the child in me alive You made me think naïve So many times we fought And so many times we forgot I always knew that we will get over Because our friendship was forever Never knew when I fell in love Nurtured my feelings like a gentle dove I wanted to be a hero in your eyes I painted my world with your dies So one day risking all my pride I let you know what I was hiding inside I didn’t expect you to reciprocate Nor did I want to irritate But the way you made fun of me Made me realize I made a fool out of me I still believed our friendship was real But time proved it was surreal I thought this was just another fight And behind the clouds there was light But I was just another toy in your stable And I realized that I was expendable You didn’t need me anymore as a friend Because you were at your prime end I made my silent exit from your life Hoping my sweet friend will again come alive Each day looked like an age My rainbow lost its color and edge Today it’s just dark and gray Shedding all its colors in disarray I grew old faster than time Life has lost all its sublime I can hear just the morbid songs I fell in fall and now only the winter hauls Today standing alone in my beach Surrounded only by ocean of emptiness in my reach I miss a friend who never lived Living a nightmare even in my dreams Yet I hope I am wrong Yet I hope I am wrong!

I love YOU

When You Know I wonder how I got here When I’m crying angel drops I wonder what’s the point When I’m thinking won’t it stop I wonder what I want When I’m kissing tenderly I wonder if I’m worth it When I’m giving lovingly I carry guilt around me Like a dagger to my heart I carry this weight on my shoulder Like it will never depart I carry on with my life Like any other day I carry on staying sane Like it’s the only way I know you were the one Cuz you gave me all I am I know I can’t live without you Cuz now I don’t give a damn I know I must try Cuz there’s no other path I know I can’t give up Cuz I’ll have the last laugh I want my baby back Yu’re all that I need I want you by my side Yu’re who can make me succeed I want to hold you tight Yu’re the best I ever had I want to kiss those lips Yu’re the one to stop the sad! Dreams Can last a Lifetime, And the memories still remain, Yu still live in my heart, And the tears fall like rain. A love that was so magical.

Prem Geet

its my poem which i wrote about 1 year back .... kitna pyar tumhe karte hai, yeh to hum apne aap se bhi kahne se darte hai, phir yeh hum tumhe kaise batein, ki hum tumse mohabatt kartey hai. shabdo mein dikha nahi pate, labjo mein bata nahi pate, kitna pyar tumhe karte hai, yeh hum tumko bata nahi patey. jab chahtey hai tumko bhulana, to tumko bhula nahi patey, chahtey hai dil se hatana, to dil se hata nahi patey. yu to hum kosish bahut kartey hai dare-e-dil chupaney ki, par kambakt es dard ko bhi hum, chupa nahi patey....

shattered dreams

With broken heart and shattered dreams Riding a life with no ends and means Seeking a star beyond my reach Holding a trust bound to breach Knights of doom guarding the gate I ask myself am I again late Blinded by the illusive light I chose the wrong over right Lost those close ones within my sight Repent, shall I not over my plight Pray, shall I not before the dead Gods Bend, shall I not before the cruel Lords Will battle this storm with all my might Hoping for a soul to end this fight

Friday, May 9, 2008

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

Enlightenment

Enlightenment The diya shimmers in the wind, As the last drop of oil dries, It burns out... To give away light. Enlightenment... The darkness fades away, I reach out... In the blindness of the night. I reason... The existence of known and unknown, I search... For the answer somewhere and everywhere. The trees bears fruits, In the summer's heat, The earth thirsts for rain, To feed thousands of men. I starve... Inspiration comes from enlightenment, A creation takes birth, When there is a sacrifice.

When she join her hands in prayer

There were some dreams... When she said her prayers, There were some hope, When she closed her eyes, She whispered to god, I tried hard to hear, There was silence in her lies. I see her join her hands in prayers, I see tears fall from her eyes, I see the colour on her hand wash away, I see her, she weakly smiles, I feel the ache in my heart, When I see her bow down to god, I wonder the home in her mind.

MADHU's SMILE

When she smiles, Her eyes fill with tears, Is it mystic I say, Let me come a bit near, Let me touch those drops, And see if it is real, Let me feel your love, Just once before I die, Let me know… A little about you, Before you become his, Never mine, Let me show you how I feel, Just one more time.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

memory

memory Slowly you become a memory and start to fade away as each week that passes by I'm starting to feel OK i cared about you dearly i treated you like gold i waited for the same but was left out in the cold you were mean and selfish you treated me like dirt you dug deeper and deeper just to get me hurt after everything you did your wish didn't come true you will always remain a memory but never forget i actually loved you!

your wonder

your wonder You wonder if its real how do you know it's true? sorry honey, I can't answer that for you but Ill ask you some questions lets see how you do, lets see if this guy is really right for you ok, what do you see when you look into his eyes? can you imagine if he wasn't in your life? do you get butterflies when you hear his name? does he tell you all the time that he feels the same? do you restless every second your apart? last one girl, can you feel it in your heart?

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

someday

someday Someday, when i’m awfully low when the world is cold i will feel a glow, just thinking of you and the way you look tonight oh but your lovely with your smile so warm and your cheeks so soft there is nothing for me, but to love you just the way you look tonight with each word your tenderness grows tearing my fear apart and that laugh that wrinkles your nose touches my foolish heart lovely, never never change keep that breathless charm won’t you please arrange it because i, i love you just the way you look tonight

when i see u

when i see u

when i see u with some 1 i long to have u as my only one when i get u as mine all my worries fly by a line and then we kis lip to lip my heart beat gives a skip i suck the air from ur mouth pull you into my throat no ounce of breath has ever been so pure u r my luv that is for sure my lungs are filled with the life you sprout you have me fully in your clout my heart now beats faster than ever hands and legs start to shiver u entered my blood hence to brain oh sweet heart u eased all my pain without u i never will be fine promise me u will always be mine so my friend guess who is MY-Girl here

When first I looked into your eyes

When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes.

DISTANCE

distance This distance established between us Has intensified my desire for you This longing I possess is overpowering About to bubble over and explode Yearning to scream these words I love you Your touch no longer a sensation But now a haunting passion Your smile luminous Now a fading image Your voice strong Now weakening away into a whisper In reality you are no longer mine But your memory will always Reside safely in my dreams

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I always felt something special for you but u were never able to realise it and see; through the mouth is speechless,the words are few, but what's more important is that the feelings are true The mind betrays the heart and the heart betrays the soul In the vicious conflict between them are entangled my consciousness and the word "I". Where to go and where to seek help from the world appears like a "gutter" full of scoundrels and their lies. making fun of me and my feelings each day through And i expect only one person to empathize with me and thats "You".