reflection!!!

You made me laugh, you made me cry You made me angry, you made me shy You made the seasons fly by You were the rainbow in my sky You were the angel in my dreams You were the friend in my needs You were the soothing breeze You made my heart freeze You were my whispering conscious You crafted my agonizing emotions You brought the child in me alive You made me think naïve So many times we fought And so many times we forgot I always knew that we will get over Because our friendship was forever Never knew when I fell in love Nurtured my feelings like a gentle dove I wanted to be a hero in your eyes I painted my world with your dies So one day risking all my pride I let you know what I was hiding inside I didn’t expect you to reciprocate Nor did I want to irritate But the way you made fun of me Made me realize I made a fool out of me I still believed our friendship was real But time proved it was surreal I thought this was just another fight And behind the clouds there was light But I was just another toy in your stable And I realized that I was expendable You didn’t need me anymore as a friend Because you were at your prime end I made my silent exit from your life Hoping my sweet friend will again come alive Each day looked like an age My rainbow lost its color and edge Today it’s just dark and gray Shedding all its colors in disarray I grew old faster than time Life has lost all its sublime I can hear just the morbid songs I fell in fall and now only the winter hauls Today standing alone in my beach Surrounded only by ocean of emptiness in my reach I miss a friend who never lived Living a nightmare even in my dreams Yet I hope I am wrong Yet I hope I am wrong!