I see me sitting sadly in the corner Knees drawn up tightly to my chest. Mind and body wreaked in sorrow As tears course down my face. I pray to a God I don't believe in Yet I curse him in the same breath. I look at me with narrowed eyes Pitying the sorry creature I have become. I look into my wretched soul Cursing the emptiness inside. Emptiness put there by my own stupidity. As I stand over the huddling form of myself I see I have gotten what I deserved from life. I had no right to the beautiful love When the love rightfully belonged to her. Sadly I watch the shell of myself slowly cracking Oozing out all the pain and misery within my soul. There on top of all the shattered pieces Lay my beating heart, all alone. I gently pick it up and place it where it belongs. May it rest in peace forever!