Life is never good for me and this is what I wish you'd see. Just let me end it all for I'll be happy in the end, I'll finally be free. Free from all the pain and torment and the never ending battle. No more dealing with the arguments and tears, I'd finally be through with it all. You just don’t seem to understand that by keeping me here your making it worse. If I were dead and gone by now I'd be happy, I wouldn’t have this life, I wouldn't have the curse. I’m already considering doing this even without your consent. I know for sure that once its all over with my heart will finally be content. So here I am just sitting there, on my bed with a knife to my wrist. Please everyone don’t be upset, please don’t be pissed. You just need to know I love you all but couldn’t handle it anymore. Ok here I go, I’m doing this for sure. You just need to let me go to heaven now, hopefully God will understand and accept this. Just tell my baby I love him and I’m sorry I couldn’t give him one last kiss. Tell everyone I love them and that I'm sorry I had to go so soon and leave them all behind. But I just needed to end it all and start a new life so happiness I could find. These are the last words I'll ever be writing down. I know they are harsh but don’t worry, rest your head, be at ease, don’t make a sound. Know that I love you and always have but I need to think of me right now and so I said goodbye. Be happy without me and know that I'm somewhere good, somewhere up high. I just hope your not crying, I want you to know everything will be ok. I'll be watching over you and listening to what you have to say. Just have patience, wait till the day, and I'll see you up here in heaven and we can be together. Except this time things will be better and you'll see me happy, always and forever. So stop your weeping and know this was the best thing for me It was my time to go, your time to set me free.

3 WORDS 6 LETTER!!!! I LOVE U!!

You're my life, you're my love, You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove, I love you so much, you don't even know, When I think about you my face starts to glow, I'm so blessed to know you, Just talking to you makes me feel less blue, I've always wanted somebody like you in my life, Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice, But I never stop to think, That what God's given me could be gone in a wink, It's never really occurred to me, That God could easily take you away from me, So while we're here, let's make it great, And whatever happens, is up to fate, Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true, It's the simple fact, that I LOVE YOU

will love u always

I knew someday it would have to end I knew eventually I would have to go back to calling you friend It's killing me that now that day has come If it's for the best then where is this pain from I know deep inside that this is what I had to do but it's breaking my heart to walk away from you I'm trying my best to appear strong but it's hard when part of me says that in your arms is where I belong I still love you with all my heart that's not going to change even though we're apart You were my first love and my first kiss There are so many of our special times I'm going to miss All the words I ever said or wrote still hold true But for now from a distance is where I'll be loving you I think you need me as a friend to help you through because there are things I can't control that are hurting you We both have issues no one knows of neither of us had the strength to be true to our love Maybe we will be together again if it was meant to be but for now please don't stop loving me Even though I'm not your boyfriend I'll still be here With a shoulder to cry on or a sympathetic ear The story of love can be quicker than the blink of an eye But our story of won't be over until the day that we die Until We Meet Again

i miss u!!!

These tears in my eyes as I start to cry ill see a vision of your face hope that it well never be erased because I miss u. It's been almost 1 year that u disappear there's nothing to say but a heart ache away because I miss u I know I should be over u but at the end of the night I just can't face the true that I miss u. Time well go on and ill act like things r cool but knowing in side I'm dieing but ill continue trying because I miss u I think about all the good times knowing I didn't even say good bye, I wonder night and day if your OK because I miss u There's an empty hole in my heart that no one can mend I wish we could had been friends because I miss u I know no matter what I do or say things won't turn out my way because I still miss u I think to my self if perhaps u loved me to then for ever in a day we would be so happy and so sweet but I know in my mind it's all a lie because I still miss u. No one can ever know how much I cherish u so it's to hard to tell so ill just leave it as well because I miss u If I could ill wish on a star to find out where u r or ill stay in a dream so u would always be seen because I miss u. I can't believe how it hurts so much I just wish I could feel your touch because I miss u Come to my ill take care of u because u know I adore u and u know that I love u. Ill speak this words every day to see if your memories fade away because I miss u Ill do the things we did before hoping you'll be waiting at the door but at the end of the night I know I won't be alright because I miss u Its your beautiful face knowing that the pain well never go away ill say at last that it was u I loved the most but who would have known. As it starts to end ill drink a 5th of gin telling my self that I miss u.

Me B4 OLI OLI ready to rock the floor!! ME and GOPI!! Me and Kayal!! Me and Nesh!! Me and Angelic Gopi!! me and vicky!! GOODBYE!!!

me and sunita!! me and kalayani!! vitz elamaran and me! the gang!! didi and me!!!

ANGEL EYES

It was a normal day, I was on my way. Well there she was, And I knew I was gone, coz, Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I fell for you, will you be mine? Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I'd wanna be with you, till I'm 99. Then she turned around, And gave me that smile. My knees went weak, My heart went wild. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, That I was your's, and you were mine. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I was consumed in your pretty eyes. Those eyes were deep, They were intoxicating. You wouldn't believe We'd just started dating. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, Life was good, couldn't be more nice. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I found myself in paradise. We were happy together, Going really strong. I thought you'd be mine, For really long. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I fell in love, I just couldn't rise. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, I hate myself that i didn't realize. And finally the end came, Like you said it would. I tried to hold on, Did the best I could. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, That it was hollow, that you weren't mine. Angel eyes, I didn't realize, My heart is cold, my veins are ice. Well, what to say? Looks can be deceptive.............. :-l........... Just gotta be careful....... ;-)

MY SENSES

I feel so blind in this darkness, So cold, so lost, so defenseless. All people expect from me is greatness, while I wanna get outta this mess. All that is left around me is silence, all that is fake, so full of pretense. What they say to me makes no sense, This nothingness around me gets more dense. The world has just left me speechless. I try to find a way through this wilderness. The pain inside me seems so voiceless. A violent shriek I'm forced to suppress. My life is so bland, so tasteless. Full of artificiality, so worthless. I don't need no sympathy, no kindness. In my own grief, I find my solace. This wound has left me so senseless, So numb, so broken, so useless. When did i get so careless? I let life beat me into nothingness. Now that I've eliminated the 5 senses, wish I had the "6th sense". Maybe that wouldn't fail me..... ;-)

MY OBSESSION

I can't acknowledge this obsession, Not allowed to make my own confession. Can't help but fall in love with you; Dream of you and I. I just know that you're the one, Hate it when you ask me why? Why can't you accept that you're my obsession? It's OK, I don't need you to make the confession When you need a shoulder to cry on, I'll shower you with my care. Forever I will stand by you, When you need me I'll be there. I'm sorry, I can't get rid of my obsession. For a moment, let's forget about the confession. You tell me that you care for me, You tell me you'll be there. Then you're sorry you can't love me back, Sorry that you're being unfair. Why do I nurture this obsession? Why do I not make the confession? You feel that I give you too much, More than you can ever return. Little do you realize, I want nothing in return. I know you believe in my obsession. Yet you're so conscious about my confession. This isn't a story woeful love, It isn't a tragic tale. How are you so sure right now, That my love is going to fail? Why can't I be your obsession? I'm still waiting for your confession. Maybe one day you'll be mine, Maybe far away you'll go. But I will still be standing here, With only my love to show. I can't get over my obsession. There you go, I guess I made my confession. This one's about a guy, who likes this friend of his. The girl unfortunately cannot reciprocate his feelings. (I don't know how many guys can relate to this). He wants to convince her that she's the one, while she wants him to get over her before he gets hurt. This was my side of the story.... ;-)... Waiting for a reply.

What M i!

Winds of time, Blow into my sail, I'm sick of this journey, All tired and pale. I can't row on anymore, My arms are frail, I'm still stuck in nothingness, I'm afraid I'll fail. I've weathered the storms, Fought through wind and gale, I've fought like the hero, In Sinbad's Tale. I got drunk on your adventures, Like a pitcher of ale, I reel from the hangover, My breath's still stale. I feel I'm close to the mountains, I've wanted to scale, Give me the directions, Blow into my sail.