MY SENSES

I feel so blind in this darkness, So cold, so lost, so defenseless. All people expect from me is greatness, while I wanna get outta this mess. All that is left around me is silence, all that is fake, so full of pretense. What they say to me makes no sense, This nothingness around me gets more dense. The world has just left me speechless. I try to find a way through this wilderness. The pain inside me seems so voiceless. A violent shriek I'm forced to suppress. My life is so bland, so tasteless. Full of artificiality, so worthless. I don't need no sympathy, no kindness. In my own grief, I find my solace. This wound has left me so senseless, So numb, so broken, so useless. When did i get so careless? I let life beat me into nothingness. Now that I've eliminated the 5 senses, wish I had the "6th sense". Maybe that wouldn't fail me..... ;-)