Thursday, July 16, 2009

CHAHTA HOON"

Aur kuch nahi IBTEDA chahta hoon Teray ISHQ ke Inteha chahta hoon Nahi koi AARMAN ab Zindagi may baqi Ke May App ka SAMNA chahta hoon Koi to BAAT ho phir hamaray DARMIYAAN Bas Tum kaho may to Sunna chahta hoon Bhare BAZAR may baat DIL ki keh de Mainey Bare Be-Adab hoon may SAZA chahta hoon Basnay ko tu ye DUNIYA bhi kam lagey ge May tu teray DIL may rehna chahta hoon
Mohabbat hai Thartharati Absharoon main bichi thandi hawa sahna shaboon main goonjti beychainion key darmian rahna har ik mausam ko apnay andaroni mausamoon ki zad main lay ana kabhi..mil kay kisi say bekhabar ahday samander tak safar karna kabhi..tanha kisi sahil pey a kay dair tak lahroon ko ginana aur khalaaa main daikhtay rahna mohabbat hai.. kisi khoay hoa ko ghair iradi taur per har ajnabi chahray main aksar dhondtay rahna hamaysha bekhiyali main kitaboon..chandtaroon..badaloon per us kay baray main jhil milati baat likh dayna yah ... phir likh kar mita dayna kabhi rangoon ki lahroon per usay beymaut hontoon say sada dayna sada ki bazgashat aur goonj main dhal kar khalaoon main tahaydaman palattay daikhna aur phir sada dayna Mohabbat hai... main kia likhoon... kabhi aisa bhi hota hai buhat hi rooth kar naraz ho kar napasandida khiyaloon,nafratoon ki ooot say.. yah mukhtalif haylay bahanoon say kisi ko jhanktay rahna kisi ko sochtay rahna woh manay yah na manay.. bass usay likhna ... usay kahna... mohabbat hai!!!!!!

**** TALASH ****

jo na mil saka wo hi Bewafa , ye bari ajeeb si baathay , jo chala gaya mujhe chhor kar , wo hi aj tak maire sath hay , mara naam tak jo na le saka , jise ikhtyar to tha magar , mujhe Apna pyar na de saka, " WO HI DARD MARI HAYAT HAY ! " WO HI SHAKHS MARI TALASH HAY " us ne mehoos bhi na honey diya ... yun kahani ka rukh mor diya .. milnaey julney main ki kami pehley ... phir humain refta rafta tanha choor diya... Apni hasti mita ke bhi tanha hun . main sub kuch luta ke bhi tanha hun . log door tak jate hain kisi ko pane k liye . Aur mian kisi ke pass reh kar bhi tanha hun .... DIL US KA BHI THA . DIL MARA BHI THA . FARQ SIRF ITNA THA . WO PATHER THA . JO SALAMAT RAHA . YE SHEESHA THA . JO TOOT GAYA ....... UJH KO MILE KOE IS TARAH K PHIR MUJH SE JUDA NA HO... WO SAMJHE MERE MIZAJ KO OR KABHI BHI MUJHSE KHAFA NA HO... WO APNE EHSAS SE BANT LE TANHAIYAN MERE WAJOOD KI.... MUJH KO ITNA PYAR DE JO PEHLAY KISI NE DEYA NA HO..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Ek Khobsurat Eitbaar" Agar ALLAH tumhari duain pori ker raha hai to WO tumhara yakeen barha raha hay, Agar duain pori kerne mey dair ker raha hay to WO tumhara saber barha raha hai Agar tumhari duaon ka jawab nai day raha toh WO tum ko azma raha hay.....
KHUD ko MUJH se juda kiya US ne . jo na krna tha woh kiya US ne . yaad krne se bhi na yaad aaon . Aisa MUJH ko buhla diya US ne . TUM tu bus waqt k zarorat ho . MUJH ko aakhir bata diya US ne . Apne haathon se likh k mujhe JAAN . Jaane phir kiyu mita diya US ne ......

Monday, July 13, 2009

It's been a long time, and we still speak Just the thought of being with you makes me weak Memories of us flood my mind from day to day, As I daydream about you entering my life with a plan to stay I long for your soft kisses and the laughter you bring, I wonder if you ever miss me, the way I miss your everything Do the sporadic nights we share together leave you with a feeling of completeness? I want to know how you feel, 'cause you're my only weakness Your irresistibility stays locked up inside my heart, I want you to be with me even when we are apart I wish you would hold me close and whisper in my ear, Tell me all of the sweet things that I've been waiting so long to hear And as each day comes to an end and I still can't claim you as mine, I pray that the next will deliver enchanting thoughts of me into your mind

a million times

I have seen you a million times And every time I see you I fall in love with you all over again My heart starts to race My frown turns into a smile And all my worries are now in my past When you smile at me my heart melts You give the sweetest hugs Every time you hug me Your smile is like a new day Your sense of humor is like no other The ability you have to make me smile Is all you need you love me Your laugh is so soft and sweet Just looking in your eyes Makes me melt inside Your lips look so soft Soft enough to kiss You, yourself relive me from all pain Your hands are as soft as a pillow The way you comfort me is amazing Every time we say good-bye I start to cry I say good-bye to you too many times I said good-bye to you a million times

I AM BACK :)

When tears never fall, and birds never fly. Winter never ends, and children never cry. When the nights are not dark, and the days are not light. When forever does finally end, and the eyes have no sight. When ears cannot hear, and the grass never grows. When silence is too loud, and the genius never knows. When strength doesn't strengthen, and flowers never bloom. When hearts can't be broken, and eternity is too soon. When the wind never blows, and the rain is never wet. When thunder can't be heard, and the sun refuses to set. When angels don't protect, and a fact is not true. When life can't be lived, and the sky is not blue. When the truth is a lie, and the fake becomes so real. The clock shows no time, and wounds never heal. When enjoyment isn't fun, and bells cannot ring. When a race cannot be won, and a singer cannot sing. When pain does not hurt, and enemies never fight. When rainbows have no color, and something wrong seems so right. When all these things finally happen, when they finally come true. That's when I, without a doubt, will stop loving you.